Too nice, too nice and keep being nice to everyone, what the fuck am i doing? Keep smiling, and keep smiling to everyone, again, what the fuck am i doing? Why am i so nice, and never learn how to reject others? I hate that, I can't stand myself being a nice person any more. People only consider nice person as an anytime-helper, whenever they need them, nice person will always be there giving a hand. Even FRIENDS treat nice person in this bloody way either, just because they're nice?! I'm sick of all of this, I hate all of them. I used to be glad to help people, but i got tired of being relied on all the time. They will reach you everytime with themselves doing nothing because they know you can get everything well prepared so they don't need do even a very little bit of work. What kind of shit is that?! All the shit has made me into a person who will not help out any more, wouldn't help in any circumstances. You shit people made this happen and don't blame on me. Think of the tragic part inside me, which i can't tell my mom 'cause it will make her upset. She always worried about it, that i'm being too nice and finally will get hurt, she is right, quite right. These days are awful, and all the bitches should go to hell, and all the so-called friends should go to hell Within campus i don't know too much people, even these small number ones made me uncomfortable, see what they've done to me! You took all the time away from me, and leave me alone, and eagerly said something like I WILL MAKE UP FOR YOU shit. What's that mean? You think i help you because i want to get paid? Oh i forgot you are not my friend anyway, i shouldn't care about this.I just hate all of them, please don't ask me for help from now on, I don't want to be a nice person and I don't give a shit for all of you. FUCK OFF AND GO TO HELL.
我不认为人们在需要帮助的时候第一个想到你这件事证明了你有多可靠或者证明了人们有多么信赖你。这种想法是完全自恋的,而那些总是想找同一个人帮忙的人的想法是可耻的。请各位不要让自己为其他shit people忙忙碌碌,做一个令人厌恶的小人远比作个好人自在的多。没办法这个世界就是如此操蛋,你我都改变不了。
我不认为人们在需要帮助的时候第一个想到你这件事证明了你有多可靠或者证明了人们有多么信赖你。这种想法是完全自恋的,而那些总是想找同一个人帮忙的人的想法是可耻的。请各位不要让自己为其他shit people忙忙碌碌,做一个令人厌恶的小人远比作个好人自在的多。没办法这个世界就是如此操蛋,你我都改变不了。