you should see mine!
I feel so disappointed...
Sorry.
What she does is obviously not enough
you should see mine! I feel so disappointed... Sorry.
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This is exactly what I've been always telling myself,
more than one time in a single day. For a girl who puts her life rely on somebody else's happiness, it's just stupid. When he is happy, you are happy, he is unhappy, you get into deep grief. He shows up, you excited, he disappear, you upset. I live a life totally miserable, but i smile whenever i see him, in both cases that i'm pleased and upset. 忍不住上来抱怨一下了。我现在正耷拉着脑袋坐在电脑前,这姿势已经保持了一整天,从大清早爬出被窝开始,连饭都没吃一口。累呀累呀累呀。。。前天和昨天我觉得自己简直幸福死了,几乎是近三四个月以来心里最舒坦的两天,结束了令人郁闷很久的CCBP考试,又有那么一件fangirl的事让我觉得开心到死。就自己跑去买酒喝,我酒量真是吓人,连自己都不敢直视!两罐儿啤酒下肚跟喝白开水没啥区别。当然烦心的事仍然很多,而且真正挑战我的都还没有到来。接下来依然要一步一步地走,就像我今天做的这样。终于知道job searching果真是一钟猪狗不如的生活状态。
还有以后还要不要用英文写东西这件事也有困扰我。因为本身不规范继续下去也很难提高吧。还容易遭人误解。 告诫自己,做事永远不要期待太多,尤其是期待别人,因为别人总是let you down. 好累,要小睡一下然后吃些东西,继续这种生活。 可是过去两天还是更幸福对不对!太幸福了!因为满脑子都是他的脸,不论我在哪儿不论我在干什么。醒着的时候,睡着的时候,吃饭的时候,走路的时候,在巴士上面,在图书馆,看书的时候。。。。总之就是很幸福。天哪,我总是如此容易满足的人。 PS其实我之前有删除一片日记。 You see the time it takes for you Is the time it takes for me Oh, so don't agree (Shook Down - Yuck ) Shook Down by Yuck 听Pavement的cut your hair整个人很high, high了一天。原来我一直都有将pavement和paramore搞混所以不敢听呢。。。还有那个老美的the national的England也很好听,尤其是那句 "You must be somewhere in London,You must be loving your life in the rain"将我感动到热泪盈眶。而我的另一件囧事就是把the National和 Elbow搞混,各位我是不是没救了啊o(╯□╰)o
Fast Facts about Carsick Cars: ● a Chinese indie rock trio formed in March, 2005 ● The band was scheduled to open for Sonic Youth in Beijing in April, 2007, but their performance was canceled on short notice.However, in August the same year they joined Sonic Youth for their European tour in Prague and Vienna. ● performing at the world renowned music festival SXSW in Austin, Texas In March 2010 ● original members Li Weisi and Li Qing have left the band to focus on their other projects. They have since been replaced by He Fan of Birdstriking on bass and Ben Ben of BOYZ & GIRL on drums. (via wiki) Zhong Nan Hai --- Carsick Cars (Live @D22 01/05/2011) An Interview with CC's frontman Zhang Shouwang please enjoy~ Songs by Carsick Cars 蘑菇 by Carsick Cars this is not me, plz don't misjudge 不知道这种日子什么时候能够结束,就是优柔寡断又无所措的日子,没错,是无所措的日子,是无所措的日子,是无所措的日子。晚上一个人绕着偌大的校园整整走了一圈。每一个迎面走来的人,看着我的,没看我的;每一个快步从后面超越我的人,每一个始终在我背后走着的人;每一个在我身边行走的人,每一个走在马路对面的人。大家似乎都充满了敌意,看起来面目可憎,让人害怕。几次我边走边浑身发抖。比如说那个突然从台阶上走下的红衣女子,比如说那个一直站在原地待我经过她时突然迈一大步靠近我的女子。。这个校园到处时时刻刻潜藏着制人于疯癫之境的危机。除了这些可以运动自如四处移动你给的活物外,那些悬挂着的条幅,依偎着树干直立的长扫把,那些躺在石板上被鞋底蹂躏成各种形状的水晶虫。。都刺眼,让人心慌,作呕。(比如说那个长扫把,在我低头走路的时候突然倒下横在我面前,我只能庆幸自己晚了一步。) 秋天忽然不再是一个收获的季节了么? ______________________________________________________________________ 多想要向过去告别 当季节不停更迭 却永远少一点坚决 在这寂寞的季节 |
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